Ode For Some Sleep
Stress
It’s funny you know, I gave up my city style job because it was stressful and I wanted to be a creative. Well right now, I’m not being all that creative because I’m dealing with the business side of film making. I know it’s getting to that ‘Squeeky Time’ as my sleep is being disrupted. I recon I got about 5 hours in two spells last night, and they were really broken.
I’m a thinker don’t you know?
One of the reasons that I can wright is just the immense amount of stuff going on in my head, I give every character a life and personality and there it is stuck in my head until the film is finished. It’s the same with all the other things that you have to do; investment packs, research, negotiations. You name it, it’s in there somewhere. The shame is that whilst in the early stages of my career I have to have one eye on the road and one on what the feck is going on in the background and at the side of the road. As with any job it’s all about getting people that you can trust to take the pressure off. You can only find out who these people are by offering them the opportunity and trusting them. The rub is that you still need to be aware of when they are not performing and step in before it’s too late. This happens across the board, and actualy it by no means, means that they are not good enough or trustworthy, it’s just the wrong time and they will improve. Ah the other rub is that tey may not improve.
So close still
Yes, of course. Still very close but I ant quite touch it yet, which means I dont think sleep will be an option for a while just yet.
Laters,
Chalkster