Thoughts for the day

Is funny what a decade or so can do

I’m really happy at the moment, all the years of hard work seam to really be paying off and I really do think it is just about to happen.  Whether money in any quantity is made is almost irrelevant, I will be living and working my dream.   So that just leaves one last thing for me to do, and that is to loose the spare tyre and to keep the fucking thing off.  I think it will be easier this time as I’ve a really supporting network of friends unlike my early twenties when we all just took the piss out of each other.  I get the feeling that I’m the only person that thinks I’m fat, I’m comfortable enough to speak about it, even make jokes but still very fragile over it.  I guess its my Ikilies heal, but it seams to be healing over.  I think mostly because I no longer think everybody is making jokes about it or looking at me, I suspect they never did but its always in the back of your mind.

Stems from bulying

I remember walking across the quad in school and thinking everybody was joking and pointing at me, it left me paranoid.  I don’t think I could possibly have believed that I could be in such a strong place in my life, with so many interesting people, people who don’t judge on anything other then the mind.  I think because of that I’m ready to make the difference and loose this weight, then I think I can be truly happy.  I’m happy, happy and fat - don’t laugh though, I’m deadly serious about no longer being fat, I really am.

Mentally Strong

And that my freinds is what will get me through these chalanging times, I’ll be thin for the press releases I promise.

Laters,

Chalkster

Childhood Hero

I met a childhood hero last night, Kenneth Cope perhaps better known as Marty Hopkirk from the 1960’s TV show Randle and Hopkirk Deceased. We are often told never to meet your hero’s because it can ruin how you thought of them or they may turn out to be arses.  This was not the case at all.  A nicer man you are unlikely to meet.  I’m lucky enough to be friends with his son Mark, so it was a very nice environment to meet him.  He insisted on buying us drinks and being just lovely, as are the rest of his family.  You can see that his wife is still thoroughly in love with him too, which is fantastic.  I’ve only ever really scene that with my mum ad dad before.  So I did something very different for me, I asked to have my photo taken with him!  Only Maggie Philbin has ever had that pleasure before.

He did point out that we both had big belly’s, reinforcing that I really need to do something about mine.

You’re Shit Sherlock

I watched about half of the first of the “New” Sherlock Holmes last night when I got back.  Am I the only person to think that this is awful?  Only upon reading some other reviews dis I realise what I suspected at the back of my mind.  That this was the work of the people that made Dr. Who? How badly cast is the new Sherlock? Rather then seeming calculated and  astute he comes off as arrogant and “pricklike”.  In Fact he is almost a carbon copy of the latest Dr. Who? in Casting.  The biggest shame for me is that this comes at a time when America is ruling the airwaves in good quality T.V. and we in the U.K. need to really step up our game.  The quality of writing needs to be improved, how we cleverly re-invent things certainly needs a kick up the arse.  I cant help but think if we are not careful all we will be known for is mediocre children’s television.  Holmes was never meant to be a toned down program akin to CSI-USA, its an adult story with actually very clever deductions, done in a way that is intriguing.   So what we have done is take the worst bits of successful American shows and carefully made them into a kiddies show, taking one of our greatest treasures with it.  The thing with Dr. Who when it was reinvented was that it could not get any worse.  The latest addition of SH?  Well it cant get much worse, so there is some hope that it can get better?

And how do the Americans Re-Invent Sherlock?

By making the brilliant television series “House MD”, they don’t use his name, its House rather then Holmes and Wilson over Watson.  Oh and they cast amazing actors too.  Yes they do have the budget, but its been proven time over, that that is not the be all and end all.  Just be clever with how you put things together.   The shame is that because we have been conditioned to poor, poor lazy writing and show making, this new show will be a success at least for a little bit.  And Martin Freeman?  I really liked him up to this performance.  Now I’d struggle to cast him, I think this may have damaged his career.  And the guy in the lead role, fucking hell, what are you doing on screen - you are appalling.  Let alone playing such an impotent character.  I’m dismayed.  We used to make such good television.  Soon all we will be know for is Top Gear, but I suppose at least the acting is better in that.

Laters,

Chalkster

Poor Old England

I’m now all up for a English manager for our national team now, my only issue with that is that will it be Harry Redknap.  In fact I’m pretty certain he will be the new manager.  How do I feel about it?  I’m disappointed and will now follow Germany to the end of this competition (and apparently I’m one of 70% of England fans that will according to “stats”), no comment on the double agent question.  The good thing that is that I could do without the distraction, and without the early beer sessions.  I’ve been running but not lost any weight, so after next weeks Cowley Road Carnival, I’m off the booze for a month.

Will it Work

You know I just need to find something that works for me a balence, The amount of exercise I ‘ve taken to doing would maintain me at my ideal weight, it just keeping the motivation to get there. I’ve got close a few times, and let it all go again.  I do also think that once I’m shooting full time I wont be doing the comfort food or the sitting around waiting on things all the time.  I suspect also when I do eventually and happily couple up, the desire to be out drinking all the time will disappear.  Who knows, I just really want to get there.

RUN RUN RUN

So after Wednesday [I’m at a film Premiere and drinks on Tuesday night] I’m to start running and sit ups everyday.  I have to sort this out, everything else in my life is about to hit it big time.  So lets be fit for it eh, Chalkster?

Laters,

Chalkster